i miss you
and what's even more crazy is that i cant even tell you.
i don't want you to feel bad because i miss you
or because i love you.
i don't want to bother you
thats the last thing id want to be in your life...
a burden.
but when i think of you i only want to scream
that i love you and that i miss you.
but then again
the thought of being a burden in your life
shuts up my excitement at the time.
do you love me? even as a friend?
i just keep listening to sad songs all the time
and i don't see a happy ending between us.
maybe you'll have a happy ending
who wouldn't be happy with you?
you lighten up my days
even if we barely talk through the day.
i just wish every time you're okay
and happy and safe.
but being honest
sometimes i feel like you just don't think of me at all.
but i don't blame you
i barely think of me sometimes.
you're so busy with your life,
that i wish i could be where you are
so i could be a part of your life too.
but even if i've was a part of it
would it be any different?
i hope it could be different,
i wish it could be different.
i need it to be different
or else
i wouldn't know what to do.
maybe i'll find a love that loves me too.
